even as a wee child i had a tendency to lie around and stare into the middle distance, considering how pointless and futile it was to be alive, let alone take a bath or eat "real" food.
 
            
           
            
          even as a wee child i had a tendency to lie around and stare into the middle distance, considering how pointless and futile it was to be alive, let alone take a bath or eat "real" food.